Allahabadi Worldview

Break Fast what it means? more often we use it in the morning time when we gulp something. actually it means to break the fast or the pause in eating due to night. but if you look at the literal meaning of it then you can derive numerous meanings, interpretations. But i am using Break Fast today to intimate the break in the fast life which never let me sit with my laptop & finger it at my will to mark my feelings into words. Here i start........................again........

the journey started in July 2010 is still going but the pace has gone down, pressure has been eased off and deliverables have been delivered so far,,, and the journey of 8 months has been tiring, emotionally charged, full of angry moments, arguments, heart breaks, sometimes fun, sometimes laugh , sometimes giggles and many feelings which cant be penned down.. I don claim that i did all the good work but for sure i did mistakes and suffered due to them. Lost many opportunities in the way which claimed many seats for my fellow Symbian, screwed many chances which could have been turned in awesome placements. sometimes i felt like instead of being in a team, stealing information upto me so that there cant be a leak in the information and on the other hand sometimes i shared information with batch mates which was against the ethics. but i did when time demanded for it. i had the privilege to get in touch with all kind of interesting creature called HR manager. they seem to be the mo...

3 months back: One morning when i got up and looked at the sky out of my window......a full moon..... a full moon was grazing at me as if saying, my dear don't worry, i wont allow dark night to horrify you, i will be with you in every dark moments and will show you the way when you dont have the option of using your eyes. a day before yesterday: when i got up and looked out of my window, i din see anything, my moon was not there, it was dark black horizon where nothing was visible..........except for a ray of hope... you know, a single strand has power to keep a cloth intact.......& a single ray has the power to keep the darkness at bay. actually i had lost my moon long ago but i dint realised the darkness as i was comfortable remembering the soothing light, the cozyness and cool feeling from the moon!!! I was living in oblivion, staying away from truth which was as bigger as Himalaya is..............which had a foundation of LIE. My moon was cheating me, moon sai...

Greed is mother of all complexities........ is this true? YES, a big time truth!!!! ok, lets try to figure out this one, this time! One of my friend is working with a company in India, he is fine with the job, is earning decent money, having a lavish life, goes to movie with his ----- every weekend, eats in big eateries, enjoys life upto the brim but when it comes to satisfaction.... he is a big time screwed guy, with heaps of desires like want to go abroad for onsight work because she can earn huge amount of money which (cant) quench his desire for money, soul, body either. So, is there any answer for this? to me NO! its just like an american prostitute who enters into this business to satisfy her desires and end up as an addict to smell of bodies! Its almost like a dog's tail which swings up & down even if his master has kicked his ass! so, where is the solution? I tried to figure this out, reached insanity as i found the answer in money itself. I don...

“At the cash counter of civil hospital in the city of Lucknow, there was a spat going on. A young boy, (roughly around 16-17yrs old, clad in untidy clothes, unshaved and with wet eyes) was having a heated debate with the counter man, who on the opposite side of the window, was throwing typical hot-words. Nobody around were looking interested in the debate, but were firmly enjoying the drama with loads of enthusiasm. I was moving towards parking after meeting my relative who was admitted over there, but looks of the boy compelled me to get into the spat. I went to the counter & asked the boy ,”what happened, bhai”? He glanced & tried to figure out whether I am related to the hospital or not, when he failed to assess, he replied, “I need the final bills to get cleared but the counter man says to come after 3 pm”. I looked at my watch, it was 11:45 am, as is apparent, Govt. employees work only post lunch, in the similar fashion, a time of 3:30pm was wisely advised. Then I sug...

sorry guys, ************************************************************************************ Hotel Rawanda : forgot it ? now remember : Hotel Golf ************************************************************************************ Date : 18/12/2010 Place: Abidjan Country: Ivory Coast Part I: Ivory Coast : "somewhere on the other side of the globe,where the sand is as brighter as ours is, where people are the same as we are, where one third population stays below poverty line as ours is.......................................People are tortured, massacred and life is everywhere on streets in the form of blood, flesh ...... I am talking about Ivory Coast, small african country which is on the verge of another civil uprising again. A country which earned its freedom in 1960 from french claws! Led by Mr.Houphouët-Boigny who ruled as president from independence in 1960, managed the balance of ethnic mix and religious sentiments of the ethnic groups cleverly a...

time : 11:27 am place: Bed no. 3, A-412, Symbiosis Infotech campus Season : Holiday season What next ???? yippppieeeeee, absolutely free & nothing to do!!!! thats why writing this page :P I wana kill Ayon for this topic, gone is 60 sec??? i don't know what can be done in this lil span of time, absolutely nothing! chalo, let me think about it and write something.... hmmmm....what can i think of in next 60 sec...time starts now... mummy, bhai , tanu, allahabad, pune, chandigarh, kamlesh, manish, ayaon, binu......phew...!!!(i could write this much in 60 sec, sad) anyways, i will keep 6 mins in my kitty & feel it as 60 sec... "it all started yesterday, with Manish Raghuvanshi...he has a basic problem of something or everything stopping in his esophagus that is the food pipe, while gulping. so we went to Aditya Birla Hospital for check up and endoscopy! so all set for a hospital ride? yeah! " Manish was given a small robe to wear before the ...