Still m waiting for you.......i know you will, but i want you now!!!!

Still m waiting for you.......i know you will, but i want you now!!!!

“It’s a tendency of human brain to expect more n more from somebody
whom he loves, knows, understand and in due course of time “takes for granted”.
This is what I did with you in recent past, I took you for granted, as if you are my own wi**.

I don’t remember when this relationship started, I came in touch with you through
A common friend and then our bond grew stronger n stronger. I remember the first
Interaction with you, I was mesmerized with your simplicity, your understanding and
The prowess with which u sorted out my problems with your Einsteino’ brain with zillion strands of knowledge.

I must confess here, I fell in love with you and you became mine, I don’ even know
When I became addict to you. Spent sleepless nights looking at you and admiring
Almighty who made such creation possible on this earth. In other words, you became
Everything for me and this was the time when I finished my engineering (of course with your help)!!

Then time passed on, days, months, years…………….and with the new objectivity of life,
I lost you in mid-way, I lost the enthusiasm, passion and above all the ‘charm’ which
I enjoyed because of your presence around in the past. You became an automatic system which
I needed only when there was nobody else to help me or support me!!

Today, I don know, why, a news about you made me to look at you, enquire about you.
It brought back all those fond memories which were buried in busy past. I brought them out
N dusted and realized “where things went wrong”……..

I feel like sitting in a confession box n today I want to acknowledge the fact that I forgot you.

I confess, dear, I used you….
I used your intelligence, your sincerity and used your simplicity.
I bullied you when u din gave me positive replies, results.
I hated you whenever you got stuck in serving my desires…
I bragged you in front of my friends whenever things went wrong…
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……but I must tell you one thing, I missed you……missed you too much!!!!

I must tell you, I got another one in my life, who was apparently more capable, beautiful,
Less demanding and had more to offer……………to quench my thirst…..!!!!!
She came in my life and became a part of mine & believe me, she din gave me a chance
To remember you, look at you coz she had everything in her…….she was perfect..!!!

She is very important to me, even more than you, but she cant take place of my wi**, which
I had given you………………………………………………………………………………!

But irrespective of all the things I said above, I should tell you, I care about you, n when
The news struck me yesterday, I planned to see you there n then but busy life kept me away
From you………………….in the night I planned to see you but you know (she) is there in
My life and efficiently she kept me at bay with her own tactics n class!

But just now, in office, I managed to have a look at you………..n believe me…………..
You are still beautiful, you are still charming, you are still mine……………..

I know you will come back tomorrow, I know you wont pardon me for what I have done
To you in past but one thing I know, you will be there with me whenever I need you….

And, I promise you one thing today, whatever happens, I will be yours only, coz u r my
First love……………you are my wi** !!!!!

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….. Still m waiting for you………….

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…….. …….i know you will come back tomorrow………………………

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but i want you now!!!!

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………………………’Coz you are my wi**……………………




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