Allahabadi Worldview

I was reading a book yesterday which talked about nationalism and its consequences. The 300 page book is well written and poses questions beyong imagination for a thinker. I am one of those thinkers who believe in rationalism. I wish to get into the groove of the matter which makes me to do some homework all the time. Tiring though  When we talk of nationalism, then I must say it has powers beyond imagination. It can change a common man into Adolf Hitler, a thinker like Bhagat Singh into an armed activist, Mohan das Gandhi into Mahatma. There are hundreds of examples which has its positives and negatives but one thing is common in all of them, NATIONALISM.. Amazingly denegraded, unnoticed power of all time, this has turned Germany into Phoenix, United States into the most powerful state of the world, Japan into fearsome fighter nation and India into one nation (after having history of a divided states, 100 of them fighting for pity awkward self esteem). When I talk about a natio...

News came in the early morning on a news channel that Osama Bin Laden was found & killed at some place in Pakistan. I was shocked with the news, that how come a person like Osama can be killed. So here is my analysis of the truth behind curtains: I used three spects to look at the proceedings. 1. Pakistan : A nation which terms itself as victim of terrorism, an ally of US, staunch supporter of counter terrorism operations in Afganistan and by virtue of it, it earns millions of dollars as free ball from US, a full range of battle ready equipments, explosives, technologies from the bosses sitting in white house. But inadvertently, against all claims illustrated earlier in the above para, Pakistan has earned the status of Safe Heaven for the millitants, terrorist, extemists from all over the world. Pakistan because of its strategic position which gives it neighbours like Iran in west, afganistan in north n arabian sea in the south-west makes itself as an impeccable need for Unit...

Break Fast what it means? more often we use it in the morning time when we gulp something. actually it means to break the fast or the pause in eating due to night. but if you look at the literal meaning of it then you can derive numerous meanings, interpretations. But i am using Break Fast today to intimate the break in the fast life which never let me sit with my laptop & finger it at my will to mark my feelings into words. Here i start........................again........

the journey started in July 2010 is still going but the pace has gone down, pressure has been eased off and deliverables have been delivered so far,,, and the journey of 8 months has been tiring, emotionally charged, full of angry moments, arguments, heart breaks, sometimes fun, sometimes laugh , sometimes giggles and many feelings which cant be penned down.. I don claim that i did all the good work but for sure i did mistakes and suffered due to them. Lost many opportunities in the way which claimed many seats for my fellow Symbian, screwed many chances which could have been turned in awesome placements. sometimes i felt like instead of being in a team, stealing information upto me so that there cant be a leak in the information and on the other hand sometimes i shared information with batch mates which was against the ethics. but i did when time demanded for it. i had the privilege to get in touch with all kind of interesting creature called HR manager. they seem to be the mo...

3 months back: One morning when i got up and looked at the sky out of my window......a full moon..... a full moon was grazing at me as if saying, my dear don't worry, i wont allow dark night to horrify you, i will be with you in every dark moments and will show you the way when you dont have the option of using your eyes. a day before yesterday: when i got up and looked out of my window, i din see anything, my moon was not there, it was dark black horizon where nothing was visible..........except for a ray of hope... you know, a single strand has power to keep a cloth intact.......& a single ray has the power to keep the darkness at bay. actually i had lost my moon long ago but i dint realised the darkness as i was comfortable remembering the soothing light, the cozyness and cool feeling from the moon!!! I was living in oblivion, staying away from truth which was as bigger as Himalaya is..............which had a foundation of LIE. My moon was cheating me, moon sai...

Greed is mother of all complexities........ is this true? YES, a big time truth!!!! ok, lets try to figure out this one, this time! One of my friend is working with a company in India, he is fine with the job, is earning decent money, having a lavish life, goes to movie with his ----- every weekend, eats in big eateries, enjoys life upto the brim but when it comes to satisfaction.... he is a big time screwed guy, with heaps of desires like want to go abroad for onsight work because she can earn huge amount of money which (cant) quench his desire for money, soul, body either. So, is there any answer for this? to me NO! its just like an american prostitute who enters into this business to satisfy her desires and end up as an addict to smell of bodies! Its almost like a dog's tail which swings up & down even if his master has kicked his ass! so, where is the solution? I tried to figure this out, reached insanity as i found the answer in money itself. I don...

“At the cash counter of civil hospital in the city of Lucknow, there was a spat going on. A young boy, (roughly around 16-17yrs old, clad in untidy clothes, unshaved and with wet eyes) was having a heated debate with the counter man, who on the opposite side of the window, was throwing typical hot-words. Nobody around were looking interested in the debate, but were firmly enjoying the drama with loads of enthusiasm. I was moving towards parking after meeting my relative who was admitted over there, but looks of the boy compelled me to get into the spat. I went to the counter & asked the boy ,”what happened, bhai”? He glanced & tried to figure out whether I am related to the hospital or not, when he failed to assess, he replied, “I need the final bills to get cleared but the counter man says to come after 3 pm”. I looked at my watch, it was 11:45 am, as is apparent, Govt. employees work only post lunch, in the similar fashion, a time of 3:30pm was wisely advised. Then I sug...